As
I mentioned before - I'll post a painting, drawing or serigraph
(silkscreen prints) from the "archive" files of years
past...and give a little back story on the work. I hope you'll find
it interesting!
These
posts are now on the first Friday of the month – lo
and behold this one happens on April Fools Day! Ha! Well it may fit
the circumstances somewhat – there were some big goofs on my part
with this painting!
I
really appreciate the opportunity offered by folks in our area, to
allow me to have access and walk their properties. I'm not as big of
a hiker as I once was but I still try when the opportunity arises.
This property is one I'd hiked several times between 2008-2012. I
still drive by there quite often and have done photography and
artwork from the 'edges' on occasion.
This
particular painting almost never saw the light of day. It was a
beautiful and still summer morning...probably late August or very
early September...judging by the vegetation I portrayed along the
roadside edges. I remember there was a lot of ragweed present and
that's how I painted it.
But
as I said – it nearly never became a painting. Why? Well, even
though I break my own rules sometimes, in general I don't usually
paint a scene if my mind is set on recording it as a photograph from
the beginning. I found myself on this small one lane dirt road at
the SW corner of the owner's property and the sun was about to rise.
I was in my old beater S10 pickup and climbed into the bed, as I
often do – to gain a bit of elevation and perspective.
I
had just bought a new camera...not a really expensive one but I had
needed to replace my old Nikon D1X. The D1X was the flagship
'digital' Nikon that came out around 1999-2000. It had an “amazing”
capability of 5.6 MP if my memory serves me correctly. Boy did
things advance quickly after that! But I was still making calendar
and magazine sales with that camera – it was top notch at the time.
But 10-11 years later it was having issues and I had no choice but
to become a camera consumer again...this new camera had 12MP, which
was well over twice the old one...but nowhere near the head of the
pack with all that were available then – but it was fine for me.
My
new camera had good auto-focus capabilities and I was looking forward
to that...these old eyes need any help they can get. Well, back to
the pickup bed. I was setting up the tripod with my new camera and
suddenly realized – I had totally forgotten my glasses! For crying
out loud! I never had much trouble with 'distance', but
closeup...looking through a lens or at the digital back screen – I
was flying blind...big time Mr. Magoo...Then I though “Hey, this
camera can be totally auto-focus, not to worry”!
I
loved the composition of the scene before me, and the early light was
great...the colors were just singing a song I couldn't get enough of!
I wanted to catch the sun just as it broke the horizon and waited
for it.
I
set the tripod head to swivel the camera for 4 frames – I was
visualizing a panorama and one frame just wouldn't do it. I could go
heavy wide angle and get the panoramic view...but I'd have to crop a
lot of stuff in the image to get what I was 'seeing' – and the size
I wanted to output to (print) would have required too much
enlargement of the small file to look decent. This is a camera
technique I still use to this day – stitching several frames
together can achieve a higher resolution for more demanding work.
But
back to the camera...since my glasses were apparently still at home,
I trusted the auto focus to do it's thing. It had worked at home the
day before when I tried it out so I wasn't concerned...just still a
bit disappointed in my dumb move. It was a great image – I was
sure of it!
Well,
I took the camera off and set the tripod over the side of the pickup
bed and walked to the edge of the tail gate and hopped off onto the
ground.
I
remember just totally losing my vision to a bright flash of pain,
then everything as quickly went black -it is hard to adequately
describe. I came around and found myself on all fours just screaming
in my head. “I shouldn't have done that.” went through my mind.
Its like a traffic accident. You spend way too much time thinking
back...trying to stop what had just happened. Needless to say – I
didn't take any more pictures that morning.
The
chiropractor saw dollar signs I'm sure when I limped with a cane into
the office that afternoon. In all fairness I'm being facetious, but
it was 2-3 appointments a week for a while and at least 6 months
before I felt I had finally gotten through my injury.
But
back to the pictures I took. To add insult to injury, when I brought
the image files up on the computer – EVERYTHING was out of
focus...fuzzy beyond salvation! OMG...in my nearsighted blindness, I
just could not make out the small print on the camera controls – I
was sure I had selected “auto-focus” but apparently had disabled
it instead. Aaccck!!!!!!!
I
was a mess to put it mildly...no one should ever be seen by another
human being when they get like this. Poor Georgie!!! (She sure puts
up with a lot, let me tell you!)
Its
bad enough losing a productive day, but losing nearly 6 months to
rehab on top of it makes it grimmer. I don't remember how much time
passed, but one day when I was about to dump all the files from that
morning, I thought “If I could just work through the out of focus
mess – this would make a beautiful painting!”
I
really do not remember how long it took to have this epiphany, or how
long I kept tossing this idea back and forth in my mind, before I
committed to trying – but I eventually tried. I started the
painting in January of 2012...I figured if the Mayan calendar was
right and the world was about to end – then, hey why not. (Ya,
that was really a 'thing'.)
It
took a bit of work re-imagining the 'near' objects – they were just
'blobs' of shapes; the back ground was a bit easier but still no cake
walk...the color was still there and the tonal range of the image was
very helpful. I hacked my way through and finished the painting the
first week of February – I was sooooo happy with what was brought
back from a total loss and very pleased how well it was carried out.
I
should never have let go of this painting – I regretted it the
minute I spent the check! Seller's remorse – we've all experienced
it. But it went to a great home – an appreciative home...and made
for a very nice share of return business from this first-time client
from out-of-state. There's several silver linings – and complete
flops in this one painting!
"Southwest
Corner Fence Line Along the Jordan" - oil painting © Bruce A.
Morrison
(from
a private Vermont collection)